When I was young my parents often played John Denver's music. Even as a child, his words touched my heart. As a teenager, I might not have shouted my affection for his music to the rooftops--after all, it wasn't "cool" to like that type of music--but I never stopped loving it. I admired his ability to capture the wonders of nature, the power of emotions, and that special something else that, to this day, I can't identify. He had an awareness of, a connection to, the world around him. Somehow, he managed to communicate all of it through song.
John Denver died October 12, 1997, in the crash of a small aircraft he'd built with his own hands. He died as he lived--sailing on the wind and appreciating the power and beauty of the world around him. His loss still saddens me, even 17 years later. I guess when someone touches your heart, they are destined to always be a part of you.
Fly free forever, sweet soul....
Windsong
by John Denver
Wind is the whisper of our mother the earth
Wind is the hand of our father the sky
Wind watches over our struggles and pleasures
The wind is the goddess who first learned to fly
Wind is the bearer of bad and good tidings
Weaver of darkness, bringer of dawn
Wind gives the rain, then builds us a rainbow
The wind is the singer who sang the first song
Wind is a twister of anger and warning
The wind brings the fragrance of freshly mown hay
The wind is a racer and wild stallion running
And the sweet taste of love on a slow summers day
The wind knows the songs of cities and canyons
Thunder of mountains, roar of the sea
Wind is the taker and giver of mornings
The wind is the symbol of all that is free
So, welcome the wind and the wisdom she offers
Follow her summons when she calls again
In your heart and your spirit, let the breezes surround you
Lift up your voice then and sing with the wind
My fingers linger over the last loop of my festival creation, relishing what’s to come, reluctantly reliving the past.
Freedom. I remember freedom, fitting in, living large, and taking life for granted.
Falling. I remember falling, my hands outstretched, the wind whooshing in my ears as I sought to stop the inevitable.
Heat. I remember heat, blinding yellows and reds enveloping me, burning me.
Pain. I remember pain, the soul-searing pain that screamed for weeks.
Horror. I remember horror, the revolted expressions etched in the sideways stares of people on the street.
Pity. I remember pity, poorly hidden in friends’ words of forced cheerfulness.
I lift the mask and slip it over my head, hiding the scars, the visible angry memories. Edging into the crowd, I lose myself in the masquerade. My heart rejoices as I am welcomed into the sea of revelers.
Dancing. I remember dancing. How could I forget?
Tonight, I am free, once again.
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